CANCELING PLANS

I hate canceling on people.  I truly do.  It's honesty one of my least favorite things about having illnesses.  I'm not dependable.

I was supposed to be getting together with Matt and two other couples to go grab a bite to eat, but I didn't want to push it.

Could I have made it?  Yes.  Would I have felt like crap?  Oh yeah.

I always feel like I'm letting people down.  I hate this so much.